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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Verses and encouragement for exams



Found this very inspirational.taken from here



BEFORE EXAMS…

** I am so worried about this subject!!!
Philippians 4:6-7
6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

** my mind cant concentrate at all!!!
Isaiah 26:3
You will keep in perfect peace
him whose mind is steadfast,
because he trusts in you.

** I can’t even sleep peacefully/properly!!!
Psalm 3:5
5 I lie down and sleep;
I wake again, because the LORD sustains me.

** I am physically and mentally fatigued
Isaiah 40:31
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

** there is no hope for I am too far behind to catch up!!!
Psalm 43:5
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.


**will everything go wrong???
Isaiah 46:4
4 Even to your old age and gray hairs
I am he, I am he who will sustain you.
I have made you and I will carry you;
I will sustain you and I will rescue you.


DURING EXAMS…

** I don’t understand this question!!!
Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. [1]
** I am too nervous to think properly!!!
John 14:27
27Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

** this questions needs much wisdom and I don’t have it!!!!
James 1:5
5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Trust






My law exam is just 10 days away.
No mocks.except for business.Not enough time.
But I'm learning to trust God in times like this and to surrender my all to Him.
After all He had YET to fail me.Even during my SPM times, when I thought that I would've died He is there.
And hey, I'm a living testimony of that!
The other day, one of my friend called, seems like she's having problems trusting God and see-ing the bigger picture.Sometimes things we least expected pops out and often, we wonder, why?
When we had done everything we could, did whatever that a human body and mind could do, yet the outcome still fails us?
Even after we prayed and prayed and prayed so hard(ok, maybe not 100%, but enough), yet nothing we wanted happens.
Yeah, all my life, God has never answered my questions and prayers immediately.I often have to wait and fuss about it, before everything happens and takes place according to his perfect timing.
And His timing is never late or too early.
Still, being the human I am, I admit, I doubt and get frus by all the things that are happening in my life.
But I'm trying, and in the process of learning to place all my life onto His hands, and let Him mould me into the way He wants, not the way I wanted.

Shannon Kubiak, author of 'God called a Girl' puts it very nicely when she said the question which we let trouble us are nothing more than a failure to trust God.
If we choose to stop fighting and surrender control, we will realise that God's plan is perfect.
Just because we could'nt see how it would all fit didn't mean it wouldn't all fit.

And so to my friend, (you-know-who-you-are),
Let's pray and comtinue to (hopefully)wait patiently for His plans to unfold itself before us.*winks*


Wednesday, July 27, 2011

My SK2 Face

People ask, How are you, Michele??
And I answer, Good, with a lil bit of college stress.
What Happened?
Pimples happened, on my smooth and perfect SK2 face.=(((
Seriously, since last week, 2 huge pimples showed up at my face.
Or rather, cheek.
*Cries*
My first ever.Usually they just do their job at the T-zone.Never my face!!
Now it's there and not dissapearing yet.
How how how??
I blame it on college.Listen carefully,it's...
Brickfields Asia College!!!
Dont ever go there if you wana have SK2 face.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
What do I do now??
My beautiful face.I've gone to the extent of placing tomatoes and cucumbers on it.
It just doesn't even budge an inch.
Stress=(


Saturday, May 14, 2011

Confused, Frustrated, Helpless

I did NOT get jpa.
Nor did I get matrix or ipta or countless others which i applied.
sad dao die.
I was surprised, and speechless.
She-Reen checked for me because my line was out.
I'm like so directionless and clueless now.
I don't know what is He doing now.
Ok.I hoped and hoped for the JPA.
It was my only hope.
And now crash,boom, all came falling down.
I so wana shout at Him now.
I'm fine if it is not for me.
THE PROB IS HE IS NOT LETTING ME KNOW WHAT IS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, I might as well forget about studying any course now,
Register myself with some modelling agency and pursue my dream.==
You hear that ??
MY DREAM!!!!!!!!!
what the world.
I am letting Him decide for me and,
HE is not letting me see the open door.
WHAT am i supposed to do now?
Sit and wait?????
I don't even know how to sit at this point of time.
Shucks!
Die.
Issh.



I shall go to sleep and never wake up again.That is,till my prince come and kiss me up.
Or marry a rich guy and never need to worry about studying again.


Now, which is better?Plan A or Plan B???
*sigh*




Addition: ok.amisdt the 'excitement' I forgot to let you know that I passed my jpj.Both of them.Yesterday.
              OOh yeah.thank God.ok.end of happy story.= =

Friday, April 29, 2011

Will oh WILL.....

Seriously, I feel like going to some heaven.
Or jumping into a pool of water
To cool myself down
Or to release some of tension from today.
I so hate you, Will.
You never fail to make my life miserable.
I so shall not promote you to others.
And I so don't understand why did Isaac choose you.
Which leads to me following in suit,
Which leads to Daphne which leads to Breena which leads to Fiona getting ourself involve with you.
Get a grip young man.
How old are you and you have already turn so many people away.
Please lahh evaluate sikit okay.
Beh tahan liao.
Please, I so hope our story ends soon.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Where my future stands?

Until now, 
I still don't know what to study.
I know I know, you'll be like, 
"Huh????NOW?February already leh."
I feel so frustrated everytime I think about this topic.Every single time I see people my age,or younger ones, knowing what they want, knowing what they are going to be in future.I'm so envious of them.
And every single day I worry my beautiful little head over some problems that doesn't seem to be a problem to anyone else.Okay correction,not very beautiful head, but it's pretty enough for me.*sigh*my black mob of hair might turn grey soon.
Everybody who asks me the quest as to what course im gonna take,
I just answer'Dunno'
Which uni?Dunno.
Which subject are you most interested in?Dunno.
What is your ambition?Dunno.
And my 'Dunno' is not the relax-ing dunno, the kinda answer that is laid back n endah tak endah.
It's a very stressful dunno okay.
The options I have is :science , law, language, mass comm, maybe human resource.or public relation.
NO finance, business, accounts.
That's all I know of myself.
Among those , I might end up with two.
Law or science.
Which is of two different things, two different world.
then later branching into so many fields, for example, science-doctor?pharmacist?genetics?dietician?
*big big sigh*


You know what,the last choice is to study culinary arts, become a chef, n then apply for manager post at Oldtown White Coffee.
Okay, joking.
I'll work till I work then I'll kiss old own goodbye.I'm never going back there again after that.


So help me, anyone?
The only thing I can do right now is to sit back, pray n wait super patiently.*sigh*

Friday, January 28, 2011

This world is not fair

Sorry peeps.My fault for not updating soon enough.
Am still busy.
Shall crap a lil about my work.
Aih..today was suppose to be a happy day.
Supposed.
Aih...
But people whom I trusted just showed their true colours today.
And it is really ugly.
Like they can just be pretty n good in front of you, but inside they're wanting to hurt you.
I just felt like I can't trust anyone anymore.
I miss my school life.
i miss my friends.
At least they're not so mean n cruel n selfish.
*sigh*

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Sunway MC

Some people are just so melampau betul.
So I went to Sunway.
The hospital i mean.
Don't worry I'm in pink of health.
followed my mum coz she's going for some 'is snoring dangerous' forum or something like that.
So I studied in the canteen.
which is near to Antartica.so freezyfying.
don't say' wow michele you're so rajin.'
= =
I always get that from people.
and I feel offended by it ok.
because it didn't come out as praise.
more like.'C'mom michele get a life, does your life have to be revolved ard books?'
so i don't like it.
anyway, back to topic.
I visited the toilet.
which is like so nice.
they provide tissue for you in each toilet room.
Note: tissue.not toilet roll.
and they provided some liquid like some antibacterial stuff for you to wipe the seats.
Then.....
I heard this woman from the next door.*can hear wan kay the sound of tissue being pulled*
BECAUSE the tissue is FREE.
She pulled more than 5 times.
FIVE!!!!!
more than 5 okay.
eh.you urine need so much tissue to wipe meh.????= =
just because it's free you pull as much as you like lah.
ok.fine.

i went out to wash my hands.
and there's also tissue provided to wipe hands.
I saw someone before me who grabbed a whole bunch of tissue like seven or so.
Used two to wipe hands and others thrown away.
Still in a bunch.
Like WTH is wrong with you??
So what if it's free??
use appropriately lah..
This is just too much mann....
Don't be so not rasional okay.

I don't mind if you bring a bunch of tissues home to use.
I've seen before people doing that.
But this is like just for the fun of it,you pulled all out and waste it.
OVERly non human.= =



THE END.



Addition: just thought of it.
                               she may be using it to wipe the toilet seat.
                               ooops. ;p
                              And I didn't go just to study there, coz got tuition after that,so on the way loh...










Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Noise Pollution

I hate it.
When they know that we are taking exams, and they still use the loudspeaker and scream into the mike.
Note: scream.and they use TWO loudspeakers.


EXCUSE ME LAAAA!!!!!!!!!


We're taking exams up there okay.
Why so ****** one!!!!!!
I'm not the only one affected kay.
You want us to do well, yet you keep distracting us.
That pathetic bio paper is only for 1 hour and a half.
Can't you keep that down????for that one half hour?
After I go all the way down and tell them, all they can say is' today not me organising perhimpunan'.
goodness sake!!!
= =
Pissed off.Super.
ends here.before I complain more.=.=

Friday, August 13, 2010

40Days Fast

You know what I decided to fast?
Facebook and Plurk.
Yea I know.
SOO difficult.When I'd been loggin into facebook everyday since I signed up.
And less on blog too.
Did'nt exactly fast blogging, or else I would'nt be here.Hee~
So for the next whole month til Sept 16, don't ever visit my blog.
Won't be updating it.This is the last til fasting period's over.






ps: you could skip the following part and end here, its not very pleasant. Just that I had to blurt it out somewhere.

For xxxxx and x.x.x,

Dearest FRIEND,
You guys made my day.
Selfish dao..thought I told you to tell me if there's any coming on.
And you see me everyday.
Yet it seems to be difficult to just come over and tell me about it.
Don't give excuses, it's not accepted.
Now, I missed the opportunity to do so.
You know what, I really appreciate your HELP.
Thank you very much.
Don't know if I will be able to follow your good example.
Then you might get a dose of your own medicine.
HAH!!
*sigh*wateva lah..It's not like I expected more from you.I'm not gonna even bother telling you about it, kays.Cause I know you will still act the same way.


                                                                                                                             Signed by,
                                                                                                                                    ML

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Exam Break!!

YEAH!!!!
I'm in the middle of trials for SPM!!!!!!!


But still, today's saturday!so it's like a break for me.
Last minute really does'nt work well.
Esp if you wanna cram the whole syllabus in that teenyweeny brain.
Believe me, I'm what people call the' guo lai ren'.
 I'm glad God gave us a Saturday and a Sunday to rest.From school I mean.
Coz if not, then I really gonna sleep deficit.
Thruout the whole exam period.
Jia you for me!!!
I've got one more week to go.HURAAY!!!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

Today

I don't like today.
too many things happened.took my happy mood away(if i have one)
=(((((((((
sitting on that particular place in moral.edging further and further.ewwkk..
dealing with useless people...
can't get them to bekerjasama.always trying to be oposites.show-offs.
and I can't get any help in applying for matrix.
haiz..it's driving me crazy.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Frust

I hate it when this happens.
I wana do all but I always don't get enough time.
Right now,
 I have Addison's farewell party to go.
And I have add maths project to do
And I have to do something for tomorrow's Koperasi day thing.
Super last min.Super lot of things to be done.
All by today.
I hate it.
I'm super sure I'm gonna come back late from the party.Super..
Because it always happens.
Then all the time, I have to men'risau' about the add math project to be done, and the koperasi thing.
My add maths did halfway, but all wrong.
And, I dunno if will 'untung' tomorrow for the koperasi thing.
Argh..

Monday, June 21, 2010

Die

I may seriously faint right now,
From looking at all the html codes and finding the exact places, just to paste the ads.
Mygoodness!


I got NIE to rush by Thursday,
And an add.math project to finish by next week Monday.
Wish me luck, I need it.