Woman

Woman – who you are, and who I am – was the last thing He created when weaving this world together. He let His eyes meditate on all He had formed and said, “No, something is still missing. A different kind of strength than that of men, a fierceness, a peacefulness, a gentleness, a beauty is missing.” And then He fashioned something more beautiful than rolling hills, sunsets, and oceans – something to crown creation. That thing He created, was you.
 
adapted fr:http://godsgracefulness.com/?p=3689#more-3689

Kids These Days

Refer to http://weedaphne.blogspot.com/ on 'Sweet Student'.
Yucks!
I just beh tahan kids like that.
Like, hey kiddo, please.
I AM YOUR TEACHER, RESPECT!!
and and,
I HAVE THE FREEDOM OF EATING LOLLIPOP ANYWHERE I LIKE!
WITHOUT SHARING WITH YOU.
ok, in reality, I'll probably share with kids.
I mean, they are kids.And kids love sweets.
But what I can't stand is, demanding for their sweets without any shame.
And going,'I go home tell my mum'.
I know you're a kid, but SO WHAT?
GO TELL YOUR ANCESTORS LAH!!
yucks, these kids.
I mean,
Can kids KILL PEOPLE and claim that 'I'm a kid, so forgive me.'?
I dont mind if they do something cheeky and silly, but you gotta know your limit, kiddo.
Everytime I see kids acting way beyond their limit, I feel like spanking them.lol.
Really!!
I'm teliing you, my kids,(in future), will be super guai one.(amen)
LOL.ok.i really hope so.

Aiyoh...these days, kids are getting more and more *naughty.
And parents are much more lenient.
Sigh, but it does no good to them,these little people.

But then again, people like me, no patience one.
Maybe some other people can tahan.who knows?
But really, kids, dont be so lagak, please!!

Stress time Not

I feel like almost everytime I type out something, or feel the need to type out something, it always ends with a sad note.Or rather, frustrating and stressfully.
So I thought that I'd try to type in something happy and joyful, even at this time.
Where I have seven weeks left to the A2 exam.
But.......
I can't seem to think of anything else except for 'EXAMS.' 'Revision' and 'Stress'
Those three words describe my life almost perfectly.
Come to think of it, I never really did anything enjoyable for a looooong looonng time.
Everything was such a rush, it's like time is slipping by, I need to catch hold of TIME.

Hmmmmm.....Cant think of any.now.
Sad life.LOL.
NOT!!!
I refuse to think negatively.
Michele, Gogo!
ps: I have a friend who puts gogo as last name of fb.creative much.one way of reminding self to add oil.



Anyway, rummaged through my cam, and I found some photos not uploaded before.

hows it?

by some makeup artist ;)

And the last:

with my perasan bro.=)))

Woah.I really beh tahan.But I'm not gonna delete it.
eventho the post down there is kinda mean and bad.
I just DONT CARE ANYMORE.

In RapidKL's

Shucks.
I want to curse, like the F-word or something equivalent.
But I won't.
But you can imagine how pissed off I am.Again.
Yes, again.

So really, anytime from 5pm-6pm, where my classes usually ends, I dread going home by bus.
By RAPIDKL BUS.(I'm not talking metrobus, because I don't board metrobusses.Don't think there is one for my location anyway)
Back to story, this is on RAPIDKL.I don't care, this is not defamation.This is TRUE STORY.
Somebody should take notice of this and correct the problem.

Why??Because when it's peak hour,
Then THE CRAZY BUS DRIVER would just let anyone and everyone board the bus.
Eventho it is already FULL TO THE BRIM.
And when I say FULL TO THE BRIM, it literally means there is not even an inch apart from each person.
Even the DILARANG BERDIRI part near the entrance and the back exit are full of people.
WHAT THE EARTH is wrong with you, you CRAZY BUS DRIVER?
WHERE's your human heart??
Don't you know, that when you DRIVE SO FAST AND STOP SUDDENLY people are going to FLY OUT OF THE DOORS????????
Common sense la, brother.
DON'T YOU HAVE ANY REGARDS FOR THE PEOPLE?
They are HUMAN, a living thing.
LIVING AND BREATHING.

If you already know that the bus cannot take on anymore people, why do you still let people come in?
Why do you ASK US IN THE BUS TO STAND CLOSER TO EACH OTHER so that there will be space for more people???
AS IF THAT IS NOT ENOUGH, he just happily shout and beckon to people to go in through the back exit.

THIS PROBLEM HAS BEEN EXISTING EVER SINCE LAST YEAR WHEN I STARTING USING THE PUBLIC TRANSPORT SYSTEM.
which means this is not a 2012 March problem.Must have been occuring for a long long time.
But I WANA KNOW, why aren't any actions taken?
And they go about 'we gonna transform this transform that blablabla'
Why can't they just do something about it?Provide mroe busses during peak hours LAH!


there was a time, where this big, fat man.Fact: big belly like carrying a five month old.
Unless he got cancer in the stomach which leads to him have the big stomach.
Anyway, let's not curse him.
So this fat man, (I'm emphasising that he is fat because it's important later) was standing behind me.
So as people kept on piling, we were squeezed between one another.
True story, not exaggerating.We were like SARDINES in a can.
The only difference is that there is a liltle space for the sardines to still swim in the can if the need arises.
See, in my case, there really isn;t even one cm from one person to another person.
This big belly fat man, came so close to me, he was MOLESTING MY BUTTOCKS with his BELLY.
YUCKs.
I kept trying to inch away from this fat man but I CAN't because I'm stuck.NO PLACE NO MOVE.
worst thing is the driver kept on asking us to'masuk belakang' eventho belakang sudah tak boleh dimasuk.
and the big belly fat man just keep pushing against me.

I BEH tahan lo, I kept trying to move away, and i can't.
So what I did, I HOP OFF THE BUS.
Really, and waited for the next bus.
Now, if that wasn't bad enough,
I hop off and onto the next bus at the same bus stop.
No diffence in distance.AND I WAS CHARGED EXTRA.
SHUCKS.
Totally illogical.Why charge extra when i didn't even move.
WHAT THE EARTH kinda SYSTEM is this?
KONONYA encouraging ppl to use the public transport.
How?When the system itself is 'mo ngan tai'.

*sigh*
I want to.
YES.I want to.get out of here, and go somewhere else.Which is better.Example, our southern neighbour.
Till today, I still don't understand, we have more natural resources than them, more labour, yet we are WAAAAAY behind, in moral and in technology
Have you been there?because if you have , then you would know what I'm talking about.


Here's an irrelevant story, the next time i get molested or touched by unknown MAN, I'm gonna shout.
SHOUT VERY LOUD.
I'm not gonna quit or keep quiet anymore, so you better watch out.
IF you have no one to play with, go get a WIFE home and play with her.dont touch anybody else.
We, all sensible girls would appreciate it.END OF STORY THANK YOU.

Pre A2 Exam

My exam is in May.
But the lecturers are starting to rush.AGAIN.
shit.
I'm so tired of the rushing at the very last minute.
Exam is three months away and we still have not received a business textbook from the college.
The excuse? 'It's not our fault.The publisher havent finish publishing the books.'
HEY YOU THERE!!
LISTEN TO ME.
Please, you are an experienced college administrative team okay.
Whatever team that handles these matters, I'm sure you have been handling these matters for YEARS.

DONT TELL ME NONSENSE.

IF YOU HAD KNOWN THE PUBLISHER IS GONNA TAKE SOME TIME TO PUBLISH,
WHY DON'T YOU ORDER EARLIER???
INSTEAD OF DOING IT LAST MINTUE AND BLAMING ON THE PUBLISHER.
AND YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW MANY STUDENTS ARE TAKING THE EXAM.
AND YOU KNOW THE EXAM DATE.
SO WHY CANT YOU UTILISE THIS TO UR BENEFIT?????????????????????????
*bangs fist on table*

*sigh*
not again.
Sometimes I get so tired of these SMART-HEAD(i meant the opposites) fella.
BECAUSE I CANT STAND YOUR IGNORANCE ANYMORE.
PS: I am not the only one complaining.EVERY STUDENT WHO HAS BRAINS AND WANTS TO DO THIER BEST would be at my side of the argument.


shitty coll.

All about Love

source

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Found this while flipping thru my diary.
It's not a photo.lol.
Merely a quote kinda-thing.But it's a long long quote.
And actually diary-stuff are not supposed to be shared, but I really find this inspiring.
So I'm sharing it here.



Love

If I can sing beautifully and sing like an angel,
but don't love others,
I sound like a child, banging on a piano or a screeching radio.


If I am very smart, almost a genius, 
if I can figure out the hardest math problems and understand sentence diagrams, 
but don't love others, 
I am nothing.


Love will stand in line and wait it's turn.


Love looks for the good in others.


Love doesn't always want what others have, and it doesn't brag about what it does have.


Love is polite, even when the others are rude.


Love doesn't always have to be first.


Love isn't happy when someone else fails but is happy with the truth.


Love will always protect others, especially those who are often picked and teased.


Love always believes the best about others and is steady and true...

Love never gives up.

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Beautifully copied out from the NIV Adventure Bible.

LOL.But you gotta admit, the way it is written is really beautiful and true.

And I who strongly believe that Love is very important, and is placed highest of all in the hierarchy of values.

Think of it, won't you??

If the world has love, there would be peace and harmony.

If the world has love, there won't be any war.

If the world has love, there won't be any crime rates,

no jails, no guns, no rape cases, no snatch thefts.

If the world has love, much tears of disappointment and depression would have been reduced.

There won't be any anger and hatred,

But all beautiful and good things.

*sigh* I want to live in that kinda world.Wouldn't you?

THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO CHOW CHENG LI.
(I think I did spell your name correctly lol.Forgive me, 2yrs liao)
READ MY BLOG BUT NVR GIMME YOUR LINK.
DROP IT IN THE CBOX.;DDDD
Thanks.

Last Day CNY 2012

Truth is, today is last two day.
But I can't think of any significant title, and i prob won't write an entry tmr too.

Just came back from visiting one of our secondary school teacher, Pn Lau.
And i only have one photo with me , which i uploaded from my twitter.=(

Because I didnt bring my cammie!!=(

(restraining form using bad words lol)

And all other photos are either in Bree's Iphone;

or a group photo in Pn Lau's dslr.

Nonetheless, I've enjoyed.

I really liked the time we spent in Pn Lau's place.

Eventho it's a once a year thing and for just 4 hours.

So thanks Chai Yin for organising (I know you're reading this XP)

(And I'm not jealous, so don't worry---abt the afterparty ;D)

This is the best CNY ever!!!

And i shall say this again, enjoy kao kao !

*blows kisses*

Addition:

This is stolen from PnLau's fb:

Love Love Love!!

ps: I know most have fb and already seen this photo.But this is specially for Breena, who doesn't have fb.This is how much i love u, breena.LOL

Mixed Emotions

Today, I just needed to blog. for the very reason a blog is created for, in the initial stages.
Before blogs became an advertisement-like spot in the internet.Or a fashion reference.Whatever.

I am quite pissed today.So beware of extremely strong negative vibes I'm sending thru this post.==
Consider yourself warned.


I went and get my results yesterday.
And I am grateful enough to know that eventhough my results aren't the best,
(I know I did my best, with the time constraint and all,I BLAME BAC)
and God did the rest.
Like sending the best possible person to mark my results and give enough sympathy marks to help me get the grades that I have now.
Ok, maybe what I wrote was really good.But I highly doubt so.
And I know that even if I wrote really well, without God's grace, I would still have failed.
And failed terribly.So many testimonies around me.
Like a superhardworking girlfriend of mine failing all three?We were all shocked.
This is A LEVELS mind you.Not any Sijils'.(not referring specificly to any)
And so I know, considering I'm a June intake and I had only a total of THREE months TWENTY days from the first day of class till the day of the exam, that I would have very easily gotten ALL fail(S).
Thank God for His presence in my life.
You don't know how much all the June intakes have suffered.*eye slits*
Which I will further eleborate in the next paragraph.
Anyway, back to topic, I am glad.For my current results.
I did NOT fail any.Thank God.
But the very fact that I hate is that, people in my college are just so insensitive.
Like really INSENSITIVE.
I came out of the college and met a guy, whom subjects are of same grade as mine, except for one.
And for that one subject, is below mine by one grade.you get it?
It's like for two subjects our grades are the same, but the other one subject, economics, I got a better grade.
That's all.
AND THIS GUY HAD TO COMPARE HIS MARKS AND MY MARKS FOR EVERY SUBJECT,
AND LATER TELLING ME THAT HE FEELS MUCH MORE CONFIDENT, SINCE HIS TWO SUBJECTS EVENTHOUGH OF THE SAME GRADE IS STIL A FEW MARKS HIGHER THAN ME.
$#$*&%&$%*!!!
My straightaway reaction was:  I wanna kick you now.
I didn't even tell him that : I FEEL PROUD BECAUSE I'VE BEATEN YOU OVERALL.
Eventhough he is a nerd x100 who sits at home and studies everyday.Truth.
ok, I'm not saying that being nerd is bad, it's just that in this case, it precisely describes him.
Yeah, I could have said that, just to feel it in his face.But I did not.I was very good.
I just don't understand.Why people like that existed.
Even some, or most, who meet me, after one whole week of hols and thier first sentence is 'How was your result?'
Like seriously, are you more interested in my results or me?
And some, like so pandang rendah, coz they think 'MICHELE is SO SMART SHE DOESN'T NEED TO STUDY ALSO CAN GET A'.
and my results aren't straight A's.
STUPID PEOPLE.
sometimes they forgot that I am also human, if they did worse than me, I would have done as worst too.
Just that right now, it's wee bit better, because of God's grace.
They don't know that I depend on God, a lot.And they always forget that I am HUMAN too.
in 3 months, if you can't finish the syallabus, no matter how you studied, I can't too.
OKAY??
And I shall say it again, God's grace.
His grace is sufficient for me.




Next story,
I have this one lecturer, whose sacarsm kills.
Remember we june intakes have only 3 months 20days to finish the whole syllabus of AS?
Few weeks before the law exam and he had to ask if we read his subject.
I said no, I will read when I have enough time.
And he went: 'Why? Are you married?So busy taking care of your kids?'
or ' I know so many people who have done great in short period of time bla bla ba....'
And the whole day he was just tembaking me.
I escaped to the toilet every time he starts.
Because he is worse than a woman.Becuase he can actually keep repeating the same sentence, over and over again.
And takes a long time to stop.
And jokes about big size people, when he himself isn't any smaller in size.

then I had another lecturer, who comes in the class and doesn't teach.
She can just talk for whole hour pointlessly, without giving answers to the questions we are doing.
One time I asked, I can't find the answer.
She said:' you have to find it by yourself in the textbook.'
I'm like = =, = =,and more eye slits.
I can just sit there waiting for her to finish crapping and give answers or explanation related to the answers and I will just wait in vain.
From a class of 50, today only 10 came.or maybe more, by a bit.

And I hate it when they lie and say 'oh, we gave many trial tests to the students.'
And the truth is that the only trial test we had is for business.
None for other subjects.Because there wasn't enough time.
And I hate it, everytime I see it in the ads, on the computer labs and all kinda sports held,
but in actual, the comp lab was never open, and sports was never seen in my college.
All boo-hoo stuff.
Now, I very well know my posting this is dangerous especially when anyone can throw defamation letters at bloggers and haul you to court.
But right now, I needed a space to rant.
So much anger and frustrations.


Last point, I really disliked it when they rushed towards the end of classes and finish a few pages in just a few minutes,
when they actually took much more time explaining the earlier pages.
A previous lecturer of mine who took one day one chapter actually went four chapters a day, just to rush the syallabus and 'finish' everything in time for the exam.
Now, the fact is that I don't mind them rushing with enough explanations.
But they were rushing just for the sake of finishing, we were all left with no inputs by the end of the day.
What's the point of rushing?When we never did understand a thing?It's like we never learn anything before and after.So what's the use??


*sigh*